Spring is Here!

The fire alarm went off in my dorm last night. Guess what time! FREAKING FOUR THIRTY IN THE MORNING!!! it was soo annoying. The alarm thing on the wall is right above my bed and it's like painfully loud. I had to get dressed to, since i usually don't wear much clothing when I'm sleeping. So I had the alarm blaring in my ears while I put on a sweatshirt and some shorts then I had to go outside into the freezing cold for 20 minutes while the RA's went and checked everything out. And I don't think it was an actual fire alarm either. I think it might had been a drill since the fire trucks didn't come. Which makes me even more pissed. I mean, who holds a fire drill at 4:30 AM!?! Anyways, they finally let us back in and I went back to bed in a really bad mood.

But, my bad mood disappeared this morning when I was walking to breakfast. It's so beautiful outside today.... SPRING IS HERE! the flowers are blooming which is beautiful and it makes the air smell good. And the sun is shining, and it's warm. I finally don't have to wear a sweatshirt outside. I can actually sit outside for a long time without getting majorly cold. And there's just enough of a breeze that I don't get overly hot.. It's perfect. And later today, I finally get to put up the shower curtain in my new house, which is awesome. Then tonight, I think Dad, Mom, Kelsea and I are going to fly to McCall for dinner. Kelsea's from McCall, so her parents can come have dinner with us, and that way her parents can talk to my dad about the house if they have any questions. And everything will just be awesome. The only downside of today is that James isn't here. He's on a trip with the O.P. Canoeing... Which sounded super fun, and I really wanted to go on it, but I waited to long to sign up for it, and a private group took it. So I don't get to go which is sad. And James is gone overnight. I'm gonna miss him, not getting to see him at all today and not until late tomorrow. Oh well...I might as well just enjoy the awesome weather.

Break-ups

they suck.
especially when they're for an entirely stupid reason.
but there's nothing i can do about it.
and now i'll never be able to watch madagascar again.
i hate guys.
all of them.
i'm never going to date again.
ok, that's not true.
i like the drama too much.
nothing i can do about it.
i guess i'll just deal with it the best i can.
only four months and i'll never have to see him again.

Reasons Why Today Sucks

1. I forgot my phone at home.
2. I didn't have time to take a shower, so my hair is greasy.
3. My group in English is annoying. (except Amber)
4. I couldn't turn in the math homework that was due today.
5. I'm missing three assignments in speech.
6. My pen sucks.
7. I'm out of cash.
8. I haven't gotten my allowance.
9. Ariel is trying to make herself feel better by making fun of me about Harry Potter.
10. Karlie is being sucked into making fun of me.
11. My tank top keeps sliding down, and my bra strap keeps showing.
12. I didn't get lunch, and I'm hungry.
13. I'm starting to realize that I don't have much in common with Kurtis.
14. I probably won't get to be alone with Kurtis for a long time.
15. I'm tired because I stayed up late last night.
16. I'm scared for the future.
17. It's Monday.
18. The rest of this week will probably be bad as well, because it's only Monday.
19. My new shirt that I wanted to wear today is too small and I can't take it back.
20. I'm gaining weight.

The Adventures of Little Man

These are the adventures of Dwight Micheal Marmalade. He is my little man:

Practice

Weightlifting

I hate being sick scohol when I'm sick. I can't think, and people give me these pitying looks like I'm going to die or something. I just wish that I could be at home in bed asleep. Or even better would be crawling into a nice peaceful silent hole and staying there for a while. I can't even read, because my headache just gets worse if I focus my eyes on anything for too long. And the music playing in my weightlifting class isn't helping at all. Tha same song keeps playing over and over. Al least it seems like the same song to me.

Kurtis wants me to go to church with him. I'm perfectly willing to go, I just hope he doesn't expect it to become a regular occurence. I'm just not a religioius person. i have my theory about what God is, but I don't like telling it to people because it always turns into a big argument. I'm not trying to push my beliefs onto other people, and i hate it when people try to push their beliefs on me. I'm not going to change my mind. Personally, I think the whole idea of God being a seperate entity is stupid. It's an idea that is based on an old storybook that some wrote forever ago, and the only reason people believe it is because it was pounded into their head their whole life. So then they pound it into their childrens' heads, and it just gets passed from generation to generation.

I'm not saying that God is bad, he's very very good. It's the idea of heaven and God and fath that leads people to do a lot of good in the world, stuff they wouldn't be able to do if they didn't believe there was a higher power and a reason to do it. I personally just don't agree with them on what their driving power is.

The Parentals didn't Freak!

Wow. I really thought that when I told my parents about Kurtis that they'd freak out. Like majorly. But surprisingly, they didn't.

Dad was just like ok, who is he? so I sorta told him. Mom said she knows him, and dad said ok. congrats. It was really really weird. I was all ready for them to freak out completely.

Oh well. They'll probably want to have him come over to dinner so that they can interrogate him. That shouldn't be too bad.

I'm just glad I got it over with telling them.
It's so weird to be able to tell them something like that.
I guess I'll go take my cheesecake out of the oven now.