Weightlifting

I hate being sick scohol when I'm sick. I can't think, and people give me these pitying looks like I'm going to die or something. I just wish that I could be at home in bed asleep. Or even better would be crawling into a nice peaceful silent hole and staying there for a while. I can't even read, because my headache just gets worse if I focus my eyes on anything for too long. And the music playing in my weightlifting class isn't helping at all. Tha same song keeps playing over and over. Al least it seems like the same song to me.

Kurtis wants me to go to church with him. I'm perfectly willing to go, I just hope he doesn't expect it to become a regular occurence. I'm just not a religioius person. i have my theory about what God is, but I don't like telling it to people because it always turns into a big argument. I'm not trying to push my beliefs onto other people, and i hate it when people try to push their beliefs on me. I'm not going to change my mind. Personally, I think the whole idea of God being a seperate entity is stupid. It's an idea that is based on an old storybook that some wrote forever ago, and the only reason people believe it is because it was pounded into their head their whole life. So then they pound it into their childrens' heads, and it just gets passed from generation to generation.

I'm not saying that God is bad, he's very very good. It's the idea of heaven and God and fath that leads people to do a lot of good in the world, stuff they wouldn't be able to do if they didn't believe there was a higher power and a reason to do it. I personally just don't agree with them on what their driving power is.