These are the adventures of Dwight Micheal Marmalade. He is my little man:
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Weightlifting
I hate being sick scohol when I'm sick. I can't think, and people give me these pitying looks like I'm going to die or something. I just wish that I could be at home in bed asleep. Or even better would be crawling into a nice peaceful silent hole and staying there for a while. I can't even read, because my headache just gets worse if I focus my eyes on anything for too long. And the music playing in my weightlifting class isn't helping at all. Tha same song keeps playing over and over. Al least it seems like the same song to me.
Kurtis wants me to go to church with him. I'm perfectly willing to go, I just hope he doesn't expect it to become a regular occurence. I'm just not a religioius person. i have my theory about what God is, but I don't like telling it to people because it always turns into a big argument. I'm not trying to push my beliefs onto other people, and i hate it when people try to push their beliefs on me. I'm not going to change my mind. Personally, I think the whole idea of God being a seperate entity is stupid. It's an idea that is based on an old storybook that some wrote forever ago, and the only reason people believe it is because it was pounded into their head their whole life. So then they pound it into their childrens' heads, and it just gets passed from generation to generation.
I'm not saying that God is bad, he's very very good. It's the idea of heaven and God and fath that leads people to do a lot of good in the world, stuff they wouldn't be able to do if they didn't believe there was a higher power and a reason to do it. I personally just don't agree with them on what their driving power is.
Kurtis wants me to go to church with him. I'm perfectly willing to go, I just hope he doesn't expect it to become a regular occurence. I'm just not a religioius person. i have my theory about what God is, but I don't like telling it to people because it always turns into a big argument. I'm not trying to push my beliefs onto other people, and i hate it when people try to push their beliefs on me. I'm not going to change my mind. Personally, I think the whole idea of God being a seperate entity is stupid. It's an idea that is based on an old storybook that some wrote forever ago, and the only reason people believe it is because it was pounded into their head their whole life. So then they pound it into their childrens' heads, and it just gets passed from generation to generation.
I'm not saying that God is bad, he's very very good. It's the idea of heaven and God and fath that leads people to do a lot of good in the world, stuff they wouldn't be able to do if they didn't believe there was a higher power and a reason to do it. I personally just don't agree with them on what their driving power is.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
The Parentals didn't Freak!
Wow. I really thought that when I told my parents about Kurtis that they'd freak out. Like majorly. But surprisingly, they didn't.
Dad was just like ok, who is he? so I sorta told him. Mom said she knows him, and dad said ok. congrats. It was really really weird. I was all ready for them to freak out completely.
Oh well. They'll probably want to have him come over to dinner so that they can interrogate him. That shouldn't be too bad.
I'm just glad I got it over with telling them.
It's so weird to be able to tell them something like that.
I guess I'll go take my cheesecake out of the oven now.
Dad was just like ok, who is he? so I sorta told him. Mom said she knows him, and dad said ok. congrats. It was really really weird. I was all ready for them to freak out completely.
Oh well. They'll probably want to have him come over to dinner so that they can interrogate him. That shouldn't be too bad.
I'm just glad I got it over with telling them.
It's so weird to be able to tell them something like that.
I guess I'll go take my cheesecake out of the oven now.
Amazing!
I am so incredibly happy right now. I have a boyfriend. I haven't had a boyfriend in 3 years. THREE YEARS! Which I guess isn't so bad, since I was a boy-crazy freak for most of high school, but now it's finally over!
He's amazing too. And he's actually taller than me, so I don't need to worry about making sure that I wear flat shoes. It's amazing.
I can't stop thinking about it. I actually started doodling his name in class today. Tara kept making fun of me.
I'm a little worried about Valentine's day though. It's coming up, and it's going to be kind of weird actually having a valentine. And we'll have only been together for not even a week, so what is there to do for a person for valentine's day? I'm not THAT worried about it though. I sent him a singing Valentine.
He's at basketball practice right now, so I don't get to talk to him. But I'm sure that he'll text me when he gets out. GAH! I can't get over how amazing this all is!
He's amazing too. And he's actually taller than me, so I don't need to worry about making sure that I wear flat shoes. It's amazing.
I can't stop thinking about it. I actually started doodling his name in class today. Tara kept making fun of me.
I'm a little worried about Valentine's day though. It's coming up, and it's going to be kind of weird actually having a valentine. And we'll have only been together for not even a week, so what is there to do for a person for valentine's day? I'm not THAT worried about it though. I sent him a singing Valentine.
He's at basketball practice right now, so I don't get to talk to him. But I'm sure that he'll text me when he gets out. GAH! I can't get over how amazing this all is!
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